Sunday, November 13, 2011

So I told her

I told my friend surrogate that we are moving on without her as our surrogate and that she needed to send me back the meds or the cash equivalent if she could not get the meds from her refills. She agreed. The call went better than I thought it would. I kept it civil and I could sense a sadness in her voice that I was glad was there. I hope that is from her knowing how badly we are hurting over here.. In other news, we have actively been looking for someone to carry for us. I have gotten more responses than I thought I would so I was surprised. Then I was disheartened when I read majority of them. Finding someone you trust to carry your child is an incredibly overwhelming thing to embark on, especially when you have been hurt or let down by family/friend and/or independent surrogate we worked with it's like "who can we trust?" We have to trust someone though is the bottom line if we want this to happen and we do, so we are stepping out on faith that everything is going to turn out fine and we will have our little miracle at the end of this journey... I will update when I have more news. Off to find that elusive money tree, if y'all know where it is, let me know, kthanks! LOL...


6 comments:

  1. Girl I have been keeping you in my prayers that something will workout. I know it will in fact I'm going to just give all the praise for his infinite wisdom in working things out. I can't even imagine how hard it must be to go through letter upon letter to only see disappointing prospects but he is working on that too. God is steering you right to where he wants you girl I know that perfect match is coming and your miracle baby is on its way.

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  2. I'm sorry this was made even more difficult for you guys :( I'll be hoping and praying that you find the perfect surrogate to help bring home your miracle. Hang in there!

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  3. Ugh-I feel so awful for you--but I know you'll find that perfect person! I can feel it!

    Hang in there-you're due for some very awesome things!

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  4. Oh my heart is just aching for you Tonya... I wish I could take that hurt and pain away. I will be praying SO hard that a wonderful surrogate finds her way to you SOON and you are on your way again in no time... you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers!!

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  5. I am so very sorry. I wish I had more words to help take the pain away, but I know that you must be feeling so many things right now. Take a little time to heal and then get back up. You always have such a wonderful attitude and outlook. I hope this is the end of the bumps in the road!!!!!

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  6. Thanks girls... We aren't out of the game just yet.. We aren't giving up without one last fight!

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