Thursday, September 18, 2003
Things did not work out with our surrogate. She was not who she said she was, and she did not do what was agreed upon. Needless to say our beta was negative. We thawed our 6 embryos and transferred the surviving 4 into a total stranger, as this cannot be the person I have spent the last few months getting to know and love...There were many lies told, and information withheld, that was our downfall. It appears that our journey is over. DH says we will adopt. He can not trust anyone to do this and cant suffer through this again.. I want to share a child with my husband more than I want to breathe... I hope someday we can get through this and our dream can be realized... Thank you for letting me put my story out there. I pray that none of you ever go through what we have in these last months... I will be back..