POAS Chronicles: 8dp3dFET

Nothing much new to tell, except the tests are getting darker!! Here is the one from tonight:

What do you think? I think it is my friend didn't think so, but I finally convinced her it was! :) So that's all for today, another picture tomorrow and another post! Til then!

A Picture Is Worth A Thousand Words...

My hands are shaking as I type this.. I AM IN SHOCK But I got this as a text about a hour ago and a half ago!!
 Krystal, Andrea, Joann, Kevin, EVERYONE, OMG! We did it!!!!!!!!

OK I have to go have some wine or something before my head bursts open!!!!!

Confidence Faltering?

OK so I always want to be honest here and let my feelings out. Well today I am struggling.. I had to great women from a group I am in get negative betas.. I was SURE atleast ONE if not BOTH of them would get awesome news today, so I was definitely not prepared to hear "it was negative"... I am in complete shock and I have to ask myself, "What does that mean for me?"  I know everyone is different and everyone's protocol is different but damn! This really hit me hard! Don't get me wrong I have been on this path a loooooong time so if you have been reading for a while or read back, obviously in my journey I would have come across friends that have had negatives.. I don't know if it's because they transferred around the same time as we did or if their betas were today and only 6 days before mine, but couple that with my surrofriend's negative test and you have yourself a freaked out Tonya! We are still going to continue to test, because the bottom line is, if it's gonna be it will and if it ain't well...it ain't..

Say a little prayer tonight for my friends Francine and  Katie and while your at it, please say one for us as well! Will update tomorrow with new POAS results, either way! 

POAS Chronicles: 6dp3dFET

So as promised I am here with POAS results from this AM, 6 days past our 3 day Frozen Embryo Transfer. Test was negative as I expected it to be honestly.. I have always heard that frozen embies take a bit longer to implant (don't know how true that is, but hey it works for me right now) so we are going to test everyday until Sunday and then wait on beta Monday! As soon as I have positive hpt news to report, I will! :)

  Krystal: for your viewing pleasure.. (:

2nd Best.News.Ever.

Because the BEST NEWS EVER will be if we get a BFP!! But the second best news ever is the embryologist at my clinic just emailed me (Finally, UGH! I have been waiting on some type of update for DAYS NOW!) He re froze one "nice blast" on day 6!! The other stopped growing, so out of 5 2PN frosties, I only lost 1!! I am SO HAPPY TODAY!! I am hoping that means the day 3 embies we did transfer have an even better shot, since the 2 we didn't transfer were behind the other 3 in development on Wednesday! EEK!! OMG!!!! Come on 2 week wait, well now only 8 day wait, LOL!! But POAS is just around the corner so hopefully I have good news to report soon!! Until the Pee Stick Chronicles, enjoy your Sunday!