IT'S OVER.............

Well, our surrogate was supposed to be here yesterday, and she has not showed up or called... I can't believe it. You read stories about women taking advantage of people, but you never think it's going to be you..I won't go into anymore detail, but suffice it to say that things ended and not well.. She was NOT a surrogate and I am not sure if she ever was one... I was devastated and my now fiance' is alarmed and hesitant to move forward. I convinced him that not all women were out to scamm couples and someone would be there to help us! The wedding is in 3 days and my family starts coming in this evening.. I will have to put this grief behind me and start over with my search.... On a positive note the recipient is wonderful and I have decided that even though things have not worked out for me, I am going to donate to her still and since I don't need any meds, there will be no compensation paid at all. She deserves to be a mother and she is one of the kindest people I have ever talked to! Please pray for me that we will one day have our dream of another baby..