OK so I always want to be honest here and let my feelings out. Well today I am struggling.. I had to great women from a group I am in get negative betas.. I was SURE atleast ONE if not BOTH of them would get awesome news today, so I was definitely not prepared to hear "it was negative"... I am in complete shock and I have to ask myself, "What does that mean for me?" I know everyone is different and everyone's protocol is different but damn! This really hit me hard! Don't get me wrong I have been on this path a loooooong time so if you have been reading for a while or read back, obviously in my journey I would have come across friends that have had negatives.. I don't know if it's because they transferred around the same time as we did or if their betas were today and only 6 days before mine, but couple that with my surrofriend's negative test and you have yourself a freaked out Tonya! We are still going to continue to test, because the bottom line is, if it's gonna be it will and if it ain't well...it ain't..
Say a little prayer tonight for my friends Francine and Katie and while your at it, please say one for us as well! Will update tomorrow with new POAS results, either way!