Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Beta Lady is Clearing Her Throat and Humming

HPT tonight was negative.. Or so light that you have to hold it up to the light
and turn it a certain way and squint to see the line...



Soooo, that's all she wrote for this cycle... We are going to do the beta tomorrow just for shits and giggles, but we are not anticipating any good news from it.. It's mainly so I can get the callback from the RE and tell them that we want to thaw the blast we have and transfer it with the next AF.. I just want to thank all the faithful followers for their nonstop support and positivity.. It has meant everything to me! Our journey is NOT OVER! Just delayed a bit :) Stay tuned, I am praying we get our baby dream with this next cycle!

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10 comments:

  1. AndreaJune 21, 2011 at 9:11 PM

    Ugh!!!! I'm so sorry sweetie.

    Someone once told me something in regards to my journey and it hit me really hard, but it also brought peace to my heart. Her comment, though changed up a little bit, also applies to you. The little sweet baby that is supposed to be all yours isn't quite ready to enter the womb/world just yet. When everything is aligned for your sweet child, things will happen for you. It will happen. Just keep believing and hang in there!! I am right here cheering you on. Always.

    Big hugs to you!!!

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  2. Jeff and KevinJune 21, 2011 at 9:43 PM

    Still hoping. You are very strong!
    K

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  3. Babydreams2011June 21, 2011 at 9:45 PM

    Andrea- Thank you for that!! I have every confidence that this little blast that could will be the ONE! ;)

    Kevin- Thank you, you guys are my inspiration, I hope to join you on this wild ride of surrogacy and babies VERY soon! Just a few more weeks and my team will be back in the game! :)

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  4. GHALEJune 21, 2011 at 11:17 PM

    July will be the month, I'm glad to know of an IM who can keep her hopes up, it brings me a lot of assurance and comfort. You'll be at it again in no time!

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  5. ~ joannJune 21, 2011 at 11:57 PM

    You remind me so much of... me. Sad news is always sad, but it doesn' alter the course. Always following your vision and making things happen... love it! Looking forward to great news next month :)

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  6. paradykesJune 22, 2011 at 1:31 AM

    I'm so sorry to hear this. I really love following your journey and I can't wait until next month when you are able to transfer again. It will happen before you know it. You and your surrogate are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  7. RebekahJune 22, 2011 at 8:53 AM

    I am SOOO sorry things went that way with this cycle - I am so sad your little one didn't stick around... I hope you are cleared to cycle again soon and that the next transfer is THE one...!! Hugs!!

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  8. Surrogate, Single Parent and Dating...June 22, 2011 at 10:59 AM

    Sorry girl...hang in there and keep that positive attitude..it helps everything!!! Good luck on your next cycle and we will all be pulling for it to work!

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  9. whitneyJune 22, 2011 at 11:03 AM

    hopefully you can just cycle again soon!! on our 2nd round it took :)

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  10. KrystalJune 22, 2011 at 11:15 AM

    This just plain sucks, Tonya! I'm so sorry! I'm glad to hear that you are looking forward though. And hopefully the next cycle will be THE ONE! *hugs*

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